5/8/24
This is mostly just a test for making blog posts so i can go woowwww posting on website oh em gee!! I'm not even using a
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cool software like Wordpress or Eleventy or something, yknow, smart im using basic ass html and typing this in myself :3 but that means i can do whatever i want to it and dont HAVE to learn how to use a fancy software (that would inenvitably make it so much easier)
it's also funny i'm not going to post these in the normal order u get to read these from the start up here to the bottom is the newest (◕‿◕)
i dont usually share my general thoughts online, I'll do that in line, the next blog posts, right now im just kinda typing for the sake of typing
i should add a fun and relevant image above each blog post
Second Blog Post
5/9/24
I got photoshop for free today on my macbook so i am going to learn how to use that because it will be useful! I also finished
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my first year of college woo hoo im a sophomore now wowie, not a lot happened, transferring to Towson in august tho (=^･ω･^=)
now that school is out i am going to do what i was doing in school but have fun while doing it (teach myself wtf computer science is and work on this website).
oh yah i also went to the miku concert this past weekend yayyyy yayyyyy. I need to think harder about what i put in these blogs. or maybe i need to think less. i have an intense fear of posting on the internet which is why 90% of my social medias are blank except instagram which i think about for 3 hours before posting. maybe one day ill get better at posting but for now these words are on the internet for as long as i keep paying for this domain
Room
5/13/24 hello it's me im posting a blog post because i want to catalouge what id like my dorm to look like or room in general in the future yippee
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yay predaceous diving beetles!!!
these BEETLES are like FISH but BUGS !! im going to put them in a TANK and make them dive around and be silly, they eat less than fish so i will not kill them! i also generally want animals and nature stuff in my room stickers stickers stickers!!!
i want to cover every single SURFACE in my room with stickers!!! i want to put them on my FURNITURE and on my COMPUTER and on my BED and i want to buy them from my FRIENDS and from etsy and from everywhere i just think they are so fun and cool and collecting them is a good idea.
diy smart mirror!!!
i've always really wanted one of those cool mirrors that tells you the weather n stuff and shows through the glass and making it myself sounds really fun and it would teach me how to use a raspberry pie so uh i'll do that eventually
uhhh this is my longest blog post ever but im sTILL not done with it becuase, i wanna put more stuff in my room ??? but i cant THINK !!!!!!
ill add more later lol
lmao
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Bird That I Hate
5/16/24 It's very late at night I stayed up till 2:40 am fixing my stupid ass cracked version of photoshop I
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essentially had to figure out how to block adobe's stupid servers from accessing my computer by editing my /etc/hosts file and pasting this into it, yayy.
giant eagle more like giant eel lmao
i keep looking at this image and i kept repeating that /\ to myself then thinking about eagles then birds then this one clip uhh can i imbed youtube videos lemme see
tee hee sily bird
im very tired i am going to bed
Summer
5/20/24 The routine of summer is hitting me, or, the lack of it. I need the structure of school, or work, or anything, to
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really function, and right now I have work ofc, but it is so long and tedious and has no set schedule. I am not sad but I know my summer will be a continous straining towards the next big thing, a drive to keep going "because x is coming up" or "because its just next week". Not a bad mindset, but it doesn't make the days easier. For now I will keep working, because I don't hate my work, I walk around, I listen to my podcast (very good so far) and I come home.
Also been getting back into good content creators lately, loving SDMP stuff.
I really really need to voice train.
I really need to get better at organizing my notes for my next math class.
And i really need to learn how to code better lmao
Plans
5/31/24 Hello my job has gone from 8 hours a week to 30 hours a week, rendering me unable to do the things I tend to enjoy doing, HOWEVER!
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that doesn't mean I have not been doing well! I have been making more MONEY, I am going to FLY to see my BOYFRIEND soon on a PLANE !! I'm going to NEW YORK to buy LINDT chocolate
mmmm ooo yeah oh yeah yummy lindt chocolate im going to buy 150 pieces of this.
also fun life update my family bought a house and ill be moved in in two months, its huge and i am so happy :3 might live there for a very very long time, who knows!
plan with coding and school and this website rn is to continue postings blogs, FINISH THE SOCIAL MEDIA SECTION !!!, and maybe do some fun side projects to actually force myself to be better at coding. idk idk (─‿‿─)
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Trips
6/14/24 I went to Florida for the last time in a long time probably to visit my boyfriend, it was really nice.
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I will go back down there well after I'm into college, but only to visit family and stuff, because we've got it all confirmed to move in to our dorm together in two months now, and I am really happy
I also got a huge scholarship for my college, it might all be paid for. Lots of really nice things going on at the moment, and I am very very tired.
I got my PS5 streaming to my mac specifically so I could put more hours into Hollow Knight. I currently have 19 hours in Hollow Knight. I started 3 days ago. Good game!!
Tomorrow if I have free time I might work on this site more, it makes me happy but I put too much pressure on myself quickly and got burned out, hyperfixation over as quickly as it started, hate it, but I love the freedom the dumb 90s style gives me.
Might eventually have parts of the site in a much more modern style, but I'll probably forever keep this overall aesthetic, its my favorite.
For the few people that read this awful blog here's a fun browser driving game I found, and a much older site that I use to find new music.
Synology NAS DS423+ and it's consequences on the psyche
7/3/24 I (my parents who are so kind enough to fuel this addiction) have spent $1000 on
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a Synology NAS DS423+ and some 16TB hard drives which has brought unimaginable addiction upon my brain and also made me realize if I don't go into computer science I'll probably die.
I've set up automatic download clients to pull from indexers that host cool and awesome fully legal video content and have downloaded 2.4TB of data onto a Plex server in the past two days.
I'm using USENET For sharing awesome fun Linux ISO's with friends :D.
On another note I am moving in like uh um two weeks we bought a new house wild crazy bonkers I am very excited to live in a home that is owned and not rented (for two months until I move out to college :/)
On another more IMPORTANT note I literally beat Radiance in hollow knight screw you big ass moth I beat the entire game (besides godhome idc I literally dee gaf) in ONE WEEK!!! It was very fun and very cool I proceeded
to watch about 10 hours of lore videos and if Silksong isn't released within the year I'll simply kill myself and go to heaven and beg.
Idk who the hell reads thesge ramblings of blog posts but here's a REWARD !!! it is a list of every IP address you should block if you don't want Adobe snooping on your ass
It also fully allows your cool borrowed copies of Adobe products to not have that pesky annoying "not a genuine service" prompt pop up, silly adobe, I already know that
i need to update that socials bar up top its STILL EMPTY !!!
College is Approaching
8/15/24 I move into college with my boyfriend in ONE WEEK !!! what the FREAK !!
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I have spent the past few weeks moving into my insane new large house and now I have to move OUT of it?? WHAT?? Life is going very quicky
I hung lights in my room I hung a stuffie net I am building a bed I put together a TV stand and bought a TV!! its all so MUCH!! GAH!! It's fun tho :3
I've also been playing so much so many minecraft on my silly little minecraft server with my friends hi my friends. I got the proximity voice chat mod working so I can talk to them so easy and fun.
I like hanging out with my friends before I leave and am so busy.
Oh yeah 4 days before I'm supposed to drive 1000 miles to pick up my boyfriend my cars transmission decided to explode so I had to get that fixed YAYYY it cost $1000. At least it couldv'e been more ! :D
Keeping up with the fun lil things at the end of blog posts, here's a website I've been meaning to explore, it gives me bored button vibes, just takes you to silly websites.
Anotheer much cooler thing in a similar vibe is Marginalia, an independent search engine that prefers to show you websites you've probably never heard of in your searches. Use it a bit!!
Thanks for reading, didn't write much this time, mostly just photoshopped that minecraft image, I like photoshop a lot, FUCK ADOBE!! i luv my linux isos <3.
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College Is Here
11/17/24 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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hi
I am in college now. It's horrific. It's so COOL!! I am learning nothing significant in any of my classes.
I am making some of the most wonderful friends I've ever made in my LIFE !! I am living with my boyfriend who I LOVE !!
I had the best Halloween of my LIFE !! I have been so happy in nearly every aspect, and every time I am not I find a way to be happy. It will be okay.
Every other project in my life has taken precedent over this website however I love it so MUCH and want to improve it, especially it's shitty HTML interior. I'd love to use 11ty or something similar to hack it together soon.
Maybe a Christmas break project.
I think right now I'll add more links under the fun n cool links section, to show my friends fun things :D. In the time since the last post I've fully set up and not played on a modded minecraft server which is fun.
I need to do my calculus work right now. It's kicking my ASS !! I keep bullshitting my way through the tests. I need to be like this.
I applied for SNAP benefits today, so maybe I'll get more money. Might lose my VA benefits with the election. And my rights. Might get MORE money, stocks have been surging! Wahoo !!! AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH. reminder to buy hrt where you can, while you can
screw it fun link today is my wishlist for christmas lmao. cya later bye
these BEETLES are like FISH but BUGS !! im going to put them in a TANK and make them dive around and be silly, they eat less than fish so i will not kill them! i also generally want animals and nature stuff in my room 
i want to cover every single SURFACE in my room with stickers!!! i want to put them on my FURNITURE and on my COMPUTER and on my BED and i want to buy them from my FRIENDS and from etsy and from everywhere i just think they are so fun and cool and collecting them is a good idea.
i've always really wanted one of those cool mirrors that tells you the weather n stuff and shows through the glass and making it myself sounds really fun and it would teach me how to use a raspberry pie so uh i'll do that eventually 
giant eagle more like giant eel lmao 
mmmm ooo yeah oh yeah yummy lindt chocolate im going to buy 150 pieces of this. 
I also got a huge scholarship for my college, it might all be paid for. Lots of really nice things going on at the moment, and I am very very tired. 
On another note I am moving in like uh um two weeks we bought a new house wild crazy bonkers I am very excited to live in a home that is owned and not rented (for two months until I move out to college :/) 
Idk who the hell reads thesge ramblings of blog posts but here's a 
I hung lights in my room I hung a stuffie net I am building a bed I put together a TV stand and bought a TV!! its all so MUCH!! GAH!! It's fun tho :3 
